Posts tagged weeks

Wow, what a deep question. I regret not trying harder in those final few years at school, I would have liked a few more qualifications, but then I have the job I love, and I got that through experience so I can’t complain. I regret not being faithful to my wife, the pain I caused her and my children was unbearable and even now as I look in her eyes I can see the fire within them as dimmed a little and I know it is my fault. I would spend my last two weeks telling her how sorry I am, and that I still love her s much now as the day we married. She will always be the one I wanted. I was just too stupid to know it at the time.

If i had 2 weeks left to live i would sit down and think about all of the good things i have done in life, but I couldn’t help to think of all the bad, and all the regrets i have. The biggest regret of all is probably not being the nicest person i could have been to everyone I had ever met. I might not have been the nicest guy in high school. Meaning i have done a few things to a couple people in my teen years i still haven’t gotten over. I wouldn’t call it picking but i sure didn’t give Billy Jones the easiest time in school, looking back now i would have stuck up for the kid, and i guess it has taught me a important lesson in life. I am better than nobody and just me being a person i have the ability to get along with everyone i come across and that’s the way it should be.

In the first part of those two weeks remained more likely I would think about my past and everything I’ve done, right or bad and most important I would think about what I couldn’t done. I would certainly regret if I wouldn’t get to apologize to all those who I upset, but especially to those with whom I wanted to spend more time but it was impossible. I would regret that I have not used the time spent needlessly in the past. I also believe that in those two weeks I would try to go to some places where I dreamed of and more than likely I would try all sorts of experiences such as driving a race car and to use a powerful fire-gun in specialized polygons so that when the end would be close to be in peace with myself.